The Halloween Moon by Joseph Fink, 2021.
The Bennington Museum of the Rare is a private museum in James Bennington’s house, assembled with his own money and viewed only by a few, select guests. James Bennington is obsessed with his collection and guards his privacy very carefully because everything in his collection is stolen. Then, one day in early October, he unexpectedly gets a knock on his door. That shouldn’t be possible because Bennington has a security team that keeps people away. Bennington tries to call the head of his security team to deal with it, but for some reason, he can’t reach his security. Worse still, when Bennington doesn’t answer the door, the man who knocked at the door lets himself in. He has children with him, who are wearing ragged Halloween costumes. The man tells Bennington that he just needs one thing from Bennington’s collection. He is accompanied by a creepy woman who Bennington feels isn’t really human, just something that looks human. To Bennington’s surprise, the woman selects an item from Bennington’s collection that has hardly any value at all. Then, they disappear. Bennington thinks that he’s safe, but then, he hears the sirens of police approaching his house.
However, this story isn’t really about Bennington. It’s about Esther. Esther Gold loves Halloween and scary movies and making costumes. She loves all of the rituals of Halloween and delights in scary stories. She appreciates scary stories because she knows that there are scary things in life, but the scariness of a horror movie or a ghost story is fine because she knows that the scary things in them aren’t real. However, this particular Halloween, the scary stories become a little too real.
Esther is Jewish, the only Jewish child at her school. Most of the time, it doesn’t matter, although her middle school years had an awkward start to them because of it. Because the local school district isn’t in the habit of thinking of Jewish holidays, they accidentally set the very first day of school on Yom Kippur, and Esther misses it because she is with her family at their synagogue in another town. When she shows up for the second day of school, everyone else has already had their orientation and knows where they are and what they’re doing. It’s awkward for Esther, starting one day late, giving her an unsettled feeling. Now, nearing the end of her time in middle school and with all of the awkwardness and unknowns of high school ahead of her, Esther is feeling that same sort of unsettled feeling.
Because 13-year-old Esther has had her Bat Mitzvah, her parents tell her that she is an adult now, and she’s too old to go trick-or-treating this year, but she is determined to ignore that. She loves Halloween too much. Her parents are firm with her that she’s getting too old, but she talks her best friend, Agustin, into going trick-or-treating with her one last time, using the excuse that they’re going to the movies with his mom instead. Agustin isn’t that excited about Halloween, but he agrees to go with her to help her out and because his mom has been too busy to do much with him lately, something that he finds hurtful.
Although Esther is determined to make this Halloween special, as special as Halloween always is for her, she can’t help but notice that things are changing. Her mother talks to her about how growing up is scary because change can be scary, but she tries to tell her that changes can be good, too. Esther only half listens, trying to hold onto her special feelings about Halloween for as long as she can. Still, she can’t help but notice that fewer people in her grade at school are dressing up for Halloween, and even her feelings toward her best friend are changing.
However, her odd feelings this particular Halloween aren’t just about growing up and the awkwardness of school relationships. She begins to notice other odd things happening in the neighborhood that give her a creepy feeling. First, there are the children in old, ragged Halloween costumes who start appearing the day before Halloween. Then, there are the ice cream trucks that advertise pumpkins and apples instead of ice cream. During the costume contest at her school, Esther notices a strange woman in the background who seems to be floating. As she and Agustin walk home from school, her next door neighbor, Mr. Nathaniel, who has always given her a creepy feeling, warns her and Augustine that there’s going to be a Halloween moon tonight, so they should be careful. He strangely adds something about how “she’ll be out tonight.” Esther realizes that Mr. Nathaniel is partly right. This particular Halloween is going to be a Halloween with a full moon, which doesn’t happen very often. Esther takes that as a sign that she really needs to go trick-or-treating and enjoy this special full moon Halloween.
As she and Agustin make their rounds trick-or-treating, the strangeness of the evening gets stranger. People who usually hand out candy aren’t answering their doors, and it seems like there are fewer kids on the streets. At first, Agustin thinks that maybe fewer people are excited about Halloween this year or maybe they’re just trick-or-treating at the wrong time to catch people, or something like that. However, they soon learn that it’s much more serious. Young children, like Esther’s little sister, have vanished. When they find adults, they’re either asleep and can’t be woken or insist that they’re too tired and that they are going to bed. The kids can’t seem to get through to them that things are strange. Something is terribly wrong, and the big, orange moon hanging in the sky never moves. Time is frozen, and only Esther, Agustin, and Sasha (who bullies Esther at school) can see it. Sinister ice cream trucks with apples and pumpkins that become weapons patrol the neighborhood, trying to hunt them down. With the help of the only adult in the neighborhood who has managed to stay awake, they must find out what is happening or be stuck in this truly frightening Halloween night forever.
Recommended reading ages from Amazon: Approx. 10 to 13 years old, grade levels about 5 or 6.
My Reaction
Halloween and Change
As an adult who has always loved Halloween, I really enjoyed this book! I can understand Esther’s feelings about friends and family who don’t understand her attachment to the holiday and the pressure she is under to act more grown-up, which means either changing how she celebrates Halloween and/or giving up her Halloween celebrations.
I’m in my 40s, and I’ve never given up the holiday, although the ways that I’ve celebrated have changed over the years. My birthday falls shortly before Halloween, so I was one of those kids who used to have Halloween birthday parties, and I continued that tradition even into my adult years. They’re not the same birthday parties I used to have as a kid, though. It’s been decades since I had a party where people did Halloween crafts. Halloween movies generally go over well, even with adults, and even adults can enjoy a good costume and the opportunity to show off their creative side. There are usually public events of various kinds around Halloween, like haunted tours, and public haunted houses or corn mazes. I know which restaurants in my town are historic/haunted. (There’s one in particular that’s both.) Since my friends also like games, there are options there that capture the Halloween spirit. Even during the covid pandemic, I had my own Halloween traditions that I was comfortable doing on my own, from reading my favorite books to watching my favorite shows to making my traditional pumpkin cookies. There is also the somber remembrance that comes with this holiday, which has its own kind of magic and takes on greater meaning with maturity.
I noticed, during the story, that Esther’s parents didn’t really offer many other suggestions to Esther to help her find other ways to celebrate her favorite holiday, probably because they were never into the holiday themselves and haven’t given much thought to it. I often experienced the feeling that I wanted to offer suggestions to Esther myself, although I couldn’t (because, you know, she’s a character in a book). There are tons of YouTube videos made by adults about how they celebrate Halloween and capture nostalgic autumn feelings. Being an adult doesn’t mean not being able to have some fun or appreciation for a fun holiday. It’s not so much a matter of giving up on the things you loved when you were young so much as learning to appreciate different sides of them and celebrate them in different ways.
I wished that Esther’s parents had explained that more and helped prepare her for some new experiences to appreciate. In the context of the story, Esther has to come to many realizations by herself, but in real life situations, I can think of many different things the parents could have done to show her that trick-or-treating isn’t the only way to celebrate her favorite holiday and that it can be fun and exciting to do different things every year, like taking her and her friends to some public Halloween celebrations and haunted houses or escape rooms, encouraging them to put up some amazing decorations or run their own haunted house out of their garage for the younger neighborhood kids, or suggesting that they have a Halloween party with some of their classmates or a marathon of Esther’s favorite horror movies. I was honestly surprised that no one ever suggested to Esther that she monetize her costume-making hobby. After all, she has years of experience making some really elaborate costumes and winning costume contests, and she knows adults who are engaged in creative businesses. If she can’t possibly make all of her ideas for herself, she could continue to exercise her creativity and make them for other people. There are sites like Etsy, where she could sell her handiwork, and she could probably make a fascinating YouTube channel with costume-making tips. That would be a good way to perpetuate something that she loves about Halloween while also expanding on it and taking it in a new direction, and it could even help her to connect with other people who share her interests, even if her friends and classmates don’t. It’s just another of one of the many possibilities that exist but which Esther hasn’t fully considered, and these things could ease the way for the changes happening in Esther’s life. Exploring different options and new ways to have fun would have made the bigger change of growing up more exciting and something to look forward to instead of dwelling forlornly on the parts that she’s getting too old to do and wanting to hold on to that. This could be a good book for sparking discussions among readers about the various ways that different people celebrate the same holiday and how old traditions can be combined with new interests.
There are many different ways to experience the same events or similar feelings in life, and each of them has their own time and mood. Esther’s issue at the beginning of the story is that she feels compelled to celebrate her favorite holiday in exactly the same way every year, without change. She feels like she’s found her perfect way of celebrating, and she wants things to always stay the same and for it all to feel the same. However, living and growing mean that feelings change. She eventually realizes her need for growth and change in the story and becomes open to new experiences. Even nostalgic adults who still love Halloween don’t experience it in quite the same way as they used to or even in exactly the same way every year, even if they do continue watching some of their same nostalgic movies.
Relationships
Part of the story that focuses on the changes that Esther experiences growing up focus on her relationships with other people. She notices that her feelings about Agustin are changing and that she’s starting to notice him more as a boy than just a friend. She is also becoming more aware of Agustin’s complicated relationship with his mother. He loves his mother and understands that her work is important to them both, yet he feels hurt that she spends more time on her work than with him. Sasha is a bully from school who even uses Jewish stereotypes in her bullying of Esther, and there are some insights on the nature of bullying in the book.
From the beginning, Esther sees that it’s not so much that Sasha actually hates Jewish people but that she sees stereotypes as convenient, pre-made weapons to use against Esther in particular. Sasha can see that bullying is a constant in school, whether you’re on the giving or receiving end, and her remedy for that is to make herself into one of the bullies so that she can be one of the predators instead of the prey. Initially, she seems to see predator and prey as the only two options, like there are no others and no middle ground. She fears being a target herself so much that she makes it a point to dish out aggression to other people. It doesn’t really make Sasha happy to act like that, and it’s not winning her friends, but now that she’s started, she feels like she can’t stop.
The kids are getting old enough that they’re starting to get some insights into themselves and other people, but they don’t yet know how to handle those parts of life and themselves that they don’t like or the changes that are coming for them all. Through their shared experiences in the story, both Esther and Sasha come to a better understanding of themselves and their relationship, and things improve between them because of it. Sasha also comes to see the benefits of taking out her anger on the people who are the cause of her problems instead of innocent bystanders, something which helps her cope with her feelings in a constructive way instead of creating new enemies or driving away potential friends. There are times for a show of strength, but not against her own allies, and Sasha begins to understand that not everyone is against her.
The ways that stereotypes can harm others or be weaponized against groups of people are also present in the story when they bring up the topic of superstitions about black cats. Esther’s mother points out to her that black cats are just cats, only different because of their color, and that it isn’t fair that they’ve been harmed and feared because of old stories about them. It’s not too different from the old stereotypes against groups of people, including Jewish people, like Esther and her mother. I thought it was a good comparison to make.
Esther’s relationship with Agustin also changes during the story, evolving from friendship into a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. In a way, it feels a little stereotypical that kids in stories realize some of the benefits of growing up when they discover kissing, but there are reasons why stereotypes like this endure in children’s literature. It is a natural part of growing up. I thought Esther’s relationship with Agustin also felt pleasantly natural rather than forced. The story created some hints and potential for the match between them even before the adventure started, so the change between them didn’t feel too abrupt. It’s also in keeping with Agustin’s love of seeing what comes next. When he and Esther talk about change and Halloween and adult parties, Agustin makes it clear that he likes experiencing new things and seeing the next thing coming in life. That suggests that he also enjoys relationships that progress rather than wanting to cling to the same old “just friends” relationship between the two of them.
What made it better for me was that both Agustin and Esther become more mature in the way they view their relationships with other people, not just each other. Esther comes to accept that change means accepting age and death, and that means that she will eventually have to face losing her beloved grandmother, who is already showing signs of dementia. It’s a scary thought that she’s been trying to avoid thinking about, but her solution is to visit with her grandmother regularly and to make the most of the time they have left together. Similarly, Agustin has been troubled by how much his mother works and how she doesn’t seem to have much time for him these days. He comes to the realization that, if he helps his mother in her work, they can work together and also have more free time to do fun things together. I thought that showing how their relationships with their elders have changed was a good way of showing that the author is giving the kids a generally more mature outlook on life and not just hormones.